| | How is it possible to be happy in a place that just oozes negitivity?
Being called a bitch becuase I refuse to talk to someone when they have abused me, and impossible becuase I just don't see the point to associate to them anymore.
Things are happening too quickly right now. My brother is trying to talk to me, and I refuse to let him close to me at all. This stupid fucker whom I hate is living with him.
My mind is also conflicted with a harmless cancer I may have. Which scares me even though I carefully apply the term 'harmless' everytime I think about it.
Feels like I cut and paste the word to something that should be worse or better then it seems. Dramatic, I know.
I'm trying to find a safe haven. And being around stupidity, being around violence.
Alex makes me feel better. And I just told my brother to leave me alone. I didn't want to talk to him.
I just need some calming time I suppose.
I suppose.
Suppose.
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| | Posted 12/16/2006 4:03 PM - 2 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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