Dear desperation-

I have been a lot worse, my darling. I nearly cried today, but I did it for a good reason, I read a letter to a man I once loved. And all there was, was a tiny twinge of emotion, nothing else.

Nothing.

I have been trying to let go of this man for ages.

And instead of thinking about being alone for a great deal of time, and being lonely, and heartbroken... I'm happy. Happy happy happy.

They say all good things aren't meant to last.

This good thing has lasted for more then a month. And I'm happy to say, though he and I have been friends for over a year, and though we at first never thought about getting together, and then nearly did, then didn't, then did, it worked out very well.

And, I'm happy.

-Anna